Houston is scary! The hospital I went to is called MD Anderson Cancer Center, Dr. Peter Anderson is great! The hospital is huge! I felt actually in place there, I felt like i fitted in with seeing everyone else there going through the same things as me. Dr. Anderson was fantastic. He didnt even mention anything about death! I love Doernbechers but i feel like that my case was too complicated so they gave up on me. Dr. Anderson said he has seen people much worse than me and that they are still living. I'm a moderate case. I'm kind of disapointed with Doernbechers. Dr. Anderson is thinking that I should do chemo again, a chemo that Doernbechers never told me that I should do, although they have the resources and the ability to give it to me. Dr. Anderson has not seen my most recent scan because Doernbechers was taking its sweet time with sending them. So that could change everything when he sees it but he said that seeing that scan is only a minor thing. The great part about the chemo they are thinking about putting me on has options which is nice, I can take it for 5 days with side effects being more strong then have three weeks without chemo and then repeat. Or I can take it for two weeks straight and have less side effcts and have two weeks off and repeat. It's all the same dosage in the end. Another nice thing that he mentioned is that I can take it at home in like a fanny pack, well that is if Doernbechers is willing to let me do so. But before any of this starts I have to get another port. The doctor wants me to get it put in on Monday here in Houston, I'm not sure about that and neither are my parents. Before we do that we want to check out the Burnzski Clinic so I think we are going to hold off with the port. Once I do chemo for a while either we need to operarte or do radiation for local control to get rid of the cancer completely. Chemo does not cure osteosarcoma. Surgery and radiation do. Also we want to go to UCLA and get another opinion from the oncologist down there, who my dads cousin knows. Ahh so much is on my mind I feel like I am forgetting something!